Post Hiatus and a letter to my 2018 self

 Bismillahiraahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. 

Sudah bertahun tak usik blog ini. Post terakhir dibuat pada tahun 2018. Kini telahpun masuk tahun 2021, bulan Julai. Tidak hairanlah mengapa blog ini ditinggalkan. Sekarang kita dah memasuki era media sosial yang cater to younger audiences seperti Tik Tok, Snapchat dan Twitter. 

To my 2018 self, 2021 is the second year of covid and PKP. 

Here's what happened:

- You have finished your internship
- After your intern, you started working at a cafe. Bunyi macam dreamy, but it was plenty of physical work. Tapi Alhamdulillah, kerja cuma 8 jam dan supervisor dan bos sngat friendly dan prihatin.
- Selepas sebulan lebih bekerja di cafe, anda mula bekerja di Madrasah Tahfiz Al Mustofa yang kemudian ditukar jadi Maahad Tahfiz Al Mustofa

Saya plan untuk tulis serba sedikit tentang semasa saya bekerja di cafe serta bekerja di Maahad. Tapi banyak sungguh yang ingin ditulis jadi mungkin akan ambil masa.

Saya kembali semula ke Blogger selepas menonton Live di Facebook UTM iaitu Bengkel Penulisan di mana Bonda Nor adalah salah seorang panelis untuk program tersebut. Semasa menonton, saya teringatkan rakan-rakan universiti saya, khususnya rakan-rakan talaqqi/daurah yang kerap membuat FB post berkenaan catatan kuliah, ceramah, etc. 

Ia buat saya terfikir. Instagram sudapun ada Bookstagram, di mana ramai orang buat reviu buku. Kalau ulasan filem dan movie, ada di mana-mana seperti Facebook dan Twitter.

Tapi tak ramai yang buat seperti rakan-rakan saya yang buat ulasan tentang LIVE FB, video kuliah. Jadi saya ambil inisiatif untuk kembali semula ke Blogger untuk contribute to that.

InsyaAllah, my upcoming posts will be about:

- my internship life
- my cafe life
- working at Maahad
- BDR (wfh)

Harapnya saya rajin sebab menulis panjang-panjang dalam zaman tulisan pendek2 ini agak payah buat saya. 

Photo Dump: Pesta Lampu Kuala Terengganu 2018

So, few days ago, ada pesta lampu. Entrance feenya RM8/person. Tapi klw ngan partner, total RM10, meaning RM5/person.

Mcm biasa we olls mahasiswi ni kuat jejalan. Lagi2la kitorang ada hosmet yg pandai drive n kuat jalan.

So, enjoy the photo dump.

And mcm biasa, Nadia jadi model paksaan Suha lagi. XD

Pesta lampu ni buat Nadia teringat kat citer Rapunzel, scene lantern dia tu.

Tapi honestly, yang syok pasal Pesta Lampu ni just that dia bnyk pretty lights and fun to take photos je. And dia bukannya besar sangat pon. Sebesar classroom je. Also, it's hard to take pictures at night kayy.

Photo Dump: Ceramah Teega Production

Okay, so untuk Islamic Finance Carnival UniSZA 2018 ni, Islamic Finance Student Association and beberapa orang volunteers ada jemput Teega Productions untuk bagi ceramah.

Bagi korang yang tak tahu sape Teega Productions tu, dorang femes kat IG for video2 dakwah dorang. And sape yang kenal Nadia ni, tahu yang Nadia tak berapa minat sangat pendakwah Insta ni. Tapi sebab taknak kepishangan and ramai kwn2 Nadia yang nak tengok, Nadia pon join skali.

Audience dia memang WOW. Penuh terus satu dewan. (If only these much people attend kuliah2 surau & kelas Tafaqquh Fiddin)

Bagi Nadia lah kan, ceramah dia cam xde beza ngan kuliah2 kelas Nadia. Bagi fans, mungkin dorang enjoy. Tapi as I've said, Nadia bukan fan. Biasa yang femes pasal Teega production ni is Alif Teega, yg biasa star dlm video2 Teega. Also, Alif tak habis2 ckp psl bini dia, Ecah itu, Ecah ini. -_-

Tapi from this ceramah, I found out about another member of Teega, which is Ali (yg dlm gmbr tu). And tbh, Nadia lagi suka dia bc of the passionate way he talks about the art in filming. And dah lama Nadia x dngr org2 mention artsy films. So it's nice.

Photo Dump: Rumah Jiran

So kat rumah sewa Nadia kat Padang Nenas tu, ada rumah jiran ni. And rumah di mcm nature dah take over. Pokok Morning Glory dia sampai boleh cover dia punya pagar tu. Wow. Walaupun mcm hutan gak, tapi dia ada feel2 English Garden gituu.

Kitorang yang pompuan zaman Generasi Y ni apalagi, photoshoot laaa. Tapi honestly, dlm gmbr2 ni, Nadia dipaksa menjadi model.

Just nak bagitau yg kwn Nadia yg brnama Suha ni mmg suka sngt jd photographer. Becos Nadia ni selalu melekat gn dia, klw dia rasa nak amik gmbr, terus dia paksa Nadia jadi model dia. So ni senanya bukan first time Nadia jadi model paksaan.

Tapi jadi model paksaan pon ok la kan kalau gambarnya sume cantik2. <3 apa="" dah.="" dah="" nak="" nbsp="" ni="" p="" pose="" tak="" tapi="" tau="" time="" xd.="">

Gambar yang last ni lak, Nadia guna utk 'mock resume' Nadia, assignment Computer Application.

Cantikkan dia punya Morning Glory. Tapi sedihnya, jiran Nadia dah potong dah. So background yang uolls nampak tu dah takde dah. :'(.

Tapi nasib kitorang sempat berphotoshoot. ;)

Saya Sebagai Seorang Class Rep

Pada September 2018 ini, telah masuk tahun kedua Nadia belajar di uni.

Anyways, this blog post is just about me being a class rep. Not an official class rep, though.

It's the second year and our original class rep is exhausted of having to handle class matters, so we ended up appointing a new class rep. But as our current class rep has a few classes that he doesn't take along with the rest of us, he came up with the idea to appoint a class rep for each subject.

Badly for me, while he was appointing class reps for subjects, I accidentally made eye contact with him as he was looking for a candidate for our subject. And since he's an avid viewer of my Instagram stories, he's a bit familiar with me.

Eye contact was made. So, in short, I then became appointed as the class representative of Computer Application in Management.

Because I've had experience as an Assistant Class Rep during my last semester at UiTM, though I'm more of a class rep. I'm quite fed up of having jawatans.

But my class rep subtly forced me into the position by making sparkly eyes and smiles. I was trapped.

To make things even worse, the lecturer for the subject that I'm in charge of isn't placed on my campus, but at another campus, in which the distance from here to there is a 2-hour drive. Hence, my only way of communication with the lecturer is via Whatsapp.

In fact, I had to have my class rep and ex class rep help me retrieve the number of my lecturer by seeing the KPP at the office of my faculty. I've been going to the faculty office a lot ever since I've been appointed class rep.

Not only that, a month later, we switched lecturers. Originally, our lecturer was a woman, Malay. Afterwards, we have switched to a lecturer who is a foreigner, from Arab descent, and can only communicate with us in English. Not only that, he still has his Arab slang, so it can hard for some to understand what he's saying.

Oh yeah, since our lecturers are from the other campus, I'd always have to guide them to our classroom during their first day arriving at my campus.

Being a class rep for just one subject is actually a good thing, in my opinion. It helps build leadership without being too stressful, as being a class rep for ALL the subjects.

I feel like my class rep made a right decision doing this. He even appointed one our classmates who was known for being late to class as a class rep for one of the subjects. Ever since he was appointed as class rep for the subject, he became more responsible.

Current fave song

Been awhile since I've posted. So here I am just sharing a song with you guys that I've been really liking recently. This is actually saying a lot, because I haven't been listen to a lot of songs ever since my Foundation Studies.

The video is a bit weird for me, but I totally dig the song.

Free eBooks!

So after godak2 sikit blog2 bookworm, aku dapat tahu yang Perpustakaan Negara Malaysia ada version digital, where you can borrow eBooks. Belum lagi try. Tapi hope to do so in the future! I've also included a video below on the steps to borrow.

Link: http://www.pnm.elib.com.my/

eBook Shop

Okay, I was just going through PTSOne's website and I browsed some eBooks. Few clicks here and there, I found out that there is an online eBook Shop that also sells Teme's books, for a cheaper price.

This is very neat! Saves money and saves the time from getting out of the house, going to book shop and searching for the books you want. They also have other stuffs from PTSOne. As for now, I am current eyeing Empayar.

Below is the link to the eBook Shop also know as eSentral:

https://www.e-sentral.com/

Favorite Book of May: Rahsia Cintaku by A. Ubaidillah Alias

Rahsia Cintaku by A. Ubaidillah Alias
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Picked up this book at the library right after last paper abis. Setelah uninstall YouTube and other social medias, sy dilanda kebosanan yang memakan masa selama 48 jam sebelum tibanya bas untuk membawa sy pulang ke rumah dari uni.

Sy mengenali A. Ubaidillah Alias melalui seorang lelaki yang merupakan seorang qari tetapi juga seorang playboy. eh. apa kena-mengena?

Buku ni buku cerpen. And bagi aku, buku ini sampai kat aku pd masa yg tepat. Sbb cerpen pertama mengisahkan seorang mahasiswi yg mmpunyai seorang rakan yg bercinta dgn seorang lelaki yg bljr di Mesir. Sepasang kekasih ini merupakan pelajar bidang Islam.

Secara tidak langsung, A. Ubaidillah Alias menyampaikan bahawa pelajar Islamic studies tidak terlepas daripada kegiatan ber-couple, walaupun sepatutnya mereka yang paling terjaga dalam bab-bab sebegini.

Buku ini mengingatkan aku pada sebab mengapa aku jatuh cinta dengan novel beliau yang lain, iaitu Warkah Cinta Berbau Syurga. Penulisan yang sangat cantik, simple and on point.

Terdapat beberapa bab dalam buku ini yang tidak mengisahkan tentang cinta antara lelaki dan perempuan. Malah, ada satu cerpen yang ditulis tentang selimut di mana watak utama cuba memerangi nafsu dan kelembutan selimutnya untuk menunaikan solat Subuh.

Lagi satu bab yang terngiang-ngiang dalam fikiran saya adalah satu bab di mana seorang pakcik berdialog dengan bekas pelajar Usuluddin Mesir, dan dalam dialog tersebut ada menyatakan bahawa dalam perkahwinan, taraf suami dan isteri sama sahaja.

Sangat recommended buat pembaca di luar sana. Buku tak tebal, nipis sahaja. Bak kata seorang lagi reviewer, 'sekali baring dah habis baca'. Walaupun nipis, ia amat memberi kesan kepada pembaca.

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Islamic Book Review: Cantik & Mulus Dengan Air Wuduk

Cantik & Mulus dengan Air Wuduk by Rizem Aizid
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Buku ni I picked up just because it was on the shelf of my uni's bookstore. Lagi satu, since I study at an islamic university, I notice yang pelajar2 jurusan Islam, both male and female, have this certain glow to their faces.

And I doubt it's makeup or skincare products.

So, I wanted the same glow as well, and I figured this book is the best place to start.

The opening of the book was a bit dragging at first and most sources used are kind of unreliable (blogs, etc.). But towards the end, I ended up leaving memos and taking notes and this book managed to changed my life and my views on wuduk.

Also, this book caused me to stop buying makeup, so it saved my money, ohyeah. Furthermore, makeup has become somewhat superficial for me and I'm starting to lean more towards natural beauty.

Notes:
- usaha untuk sentiasa berada dalam keadaan berwuduk.

-baca Bismillah sebelum wuduk

-niat hanya dibaca dalam hati, bukan dengan lisan

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Cool Blog I Found About Menghafaz Quran

Okay, so a few days ago, I bought a cool book about memorising the Quran. Then, I added the book to my Goodreads shelf. Scrolled down a bit and saw someone who also did a review on the book.

As always, I'd add people who share the same book tastes as me. Went to her page and saw that she likes to read Islamic books, too! What's more, she also has a BLOG!!! HURRAY!!! So I pretty much clicked on it and I found out that her blog consists of notes related to memorising the Quran.

So here's the link:

Nota Neeza

Makeup No-Buy

So I've been doing some reflecting and I've come to realised that my makeup collection is growing. Sadly, none of the old ones are even finished; aside from the makeup remover.

So, I'm trying to get into this Makeup No-Buy and hopefully, I'll be able to keep it up for at least the next 3 months.

Just the other, I bought some skincare and lipcare products, along with a liptint that has a unique packaging.

The most ironic thing is the fact that I buy a lot of makeup when I mostly, am not interested in wearing them. I don't have the confidence to do so. And makeup makes my face feels super uncomfortable, especially heavy foundations and concealer.

So I am trying to get out of this miserable cycle. And I am also trying to get into Project Pan.

Buku Murah and How/Where to Get Them

This post is made specifically for Malay books, tapi boleh diaplikasikan pd buku English as well.

Anyways there are three steps that I use on cara nak dapat buku murah.

1. Carousell

Carousell ni merupakan app/website where people mostly sell used stuffs. Kebiasannya, kalau saya nak cari buku yang dah lama saya akan pergi ke Carousell. Kat Carousell ada banyak buku secondhand yang sold at cheap cheap cheap price.

Contoh buku yang saya dah beli adalah Salju Sakinah, Syabab Musafir Kasih & Seindah Mawar Berduri dan banyak lagi.

2. Big Bad Wolf/PBAKL

Sape yg pernah pergi Big Bad Wolf would know yang buku2 kat sana jual for VERY VERY cheap cheap cheap price. From rm40 to rm10???? Ooohh yassss bebehhh.

Antara publishers I know yang jual at BBW adalah FIXI, DuBook, PTS & Galeri Ilmu.

3. E-books

Asalnya saya x berapa minat e-books but after getting involved with ebook.bike and some puchases from Google Play Books, e-books ni takdelah beza sangat dari physical books. Benefits of e-books: CHEAP price, SAVES PAPER, good for environment.

So far, buku-buku yang best being sold as e-books adalah buku FIXI and some others.

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Feel free to watch my YouTube video below to cringe and see me being all hypocritical.

Simple Mantra to Ensure You Solat Awal

So I've been using this mantra on myself for to ensure I don't miss any prayer and that I pray early on time.

This is the mantra that's been in my monologue;

"When Azan hits, you either tgh amik wuduk or bentang sejadah"

Why I don't Wear Purdah/Niqab

Ok Salam semua. Dah lama saya tak buat post or make entry on this blog. Well, it’s not really surprising considering sekarang ni bukan lagi zaman blog sebab sekarang people lebih sukakan microblogging spt Twitter and Instagram.

Tapi arini sy igt nak buat post tentang my opinion on trend purdah dan niqab.

Mungkin kerana faktor environment university saya yang agak islamik, etc, tiba2 sy hendak memakai niqab/purdah. How did this idea emerge? This idea emerge sebab saya ingat saya akan lebih ‘selamat’ jika saya berpurdah.

Saya ingat yang kalau sy keluar rumah and nak gi somewhere, para jantan miang sialan tepi jalanan takkan catcall/bersweet2 ngan aku sbb gerun/hormat.

Please note that when I had this idea, saya tak plan untuk berpurdah EVERYTIME saya keluar, tapi saya hanya nak berpurdah when saya keluar BERSEORANGAN.

Jadi, after saya dapat this idea, saya pon go through Instagram untuk find a potential InstaShop yg sell purdah..

For some people, parents or mak ayah dorang tak bagi dorang berpurdah. Situasinya berbeza dgn family saya di mana saya have 100% freedom over what I wear.

After some time reflecting this. Saya buat keputusan untuk batalkan niat saya untuk berpurdah.

Here are the reasons why:

1. Imagine kalau berpurdah/berniqab ini menjadi satu trend. And then everyone starts wearing niqab. Lama-kelamaan, kemungkinan besar hukum berpurdah ini akan menjadi ‘wajib’. Sedangkan hukum asalnya adalah harus. or

2. Walaupun mufti tak keluarkan fatwa bahawa niqab/purdah ini wajib, masyarakat ini sendiri yang akan menjadikannnya wajib. Yalah. Imagine kalau sumorang pakai purdah, then kau cemas nak beli sayur apa bagai, tak sempat pakai purdah, terus keluar ke kedai runcit tanpa purdah.  Peluang yang tinggi untuk masyarakat local kutuk kau.

3. Takkan lah boleh jd mcm  tu sekali? Boleh. Korang ingat tak zaman dulu, bertudung labuh/menutup dada ni tak dianggap wajib pon. Malah, mereka yang bertudung sahaja pon sudah dikira sbg someone yg menjaga maruah. But now tengok lah. Sekarang with this new ideology yang bertudung harus menutup dada apa bagai, mereka yang bertudung tapi tak tutup dada last2 kene kecam dgn others.

4. Dalam masyakarat yg berpurdah, tak berpurdah boleh menjadi alasan utk sesorang dirogol. Yalah. Cuba tengok zaman skrg. Wpon pompuan tu bertudung tapi singkat and baju ketat2, kalau dia dirogol, everyone starts victim blaming her dgn statement spt “hah tu lah tak tutup aurat ngan betol skang kene rogol padan muka hahaha” sdgkan negara2 spt negara2 Eropah where x sume pompuan tutup aurat, ok je. Klw ada kes rogol, it’s bc perogol tu gila/tak waras/harus dihukum. Xyah nk amik peduli apa yg the victim wore.

5. Lagipon from my point of view, negara2 where pompuan diwajibkan berpurdah MOSTLY xmaju, jumud, and kebebasan perempuan mereka limited (UAE tak termasuk dlm contoh ni, I was referring to Afghanistan, Pakistan, Taliban states, etc.)

Jadi saya tidak mahu berpurdah/berniqab sbb sy xnk mengapi-apikan trend ni hingga dia menjadi satu kewajipan buat semua wanita Islam Malaysia.

Conclusion: menutup aurat itu wajib sebab ianya perintah Allah dan juga untuk membantu lelaki mengawal nafsu mereka. Tetapi bukan untuk mengelakkan diri drpd dirogol. Kalau seorang lelaki merogol, itu salah mereka sbb 1) x reti tundukkan pandangan 2)x menghayati Islam dgn sebenarnya 3)zalim/kejam/dirasuk iblis. 

Dlam menutup aurat, biarlah bersederhana. Nak berpurdah atau x trpulang lah. Tapi jangan ekstremis sngt hingga nak wajibkan yg lain utk mengikut sekali.

I will end this entry by saying ‘Tundukkan pandangan itu lebih wajib daripada berpurdah’.

★Menceriakan Masjid/Surau★

Beberapa hari lepas aku minta kawan aku untuk join usrah. Few days after, saya dijemput untuk bertaaruf dengab seorang akak usrah ni yang dipanggil Kak In.

Usai majlis taaruf, I later found out yang it's not really usrah. Since masjid2 & surau di sini agak aktif, maka 'usrah' saya adalah dengan menghadiri majlis-majlis yang dianjurkan di surau2 serta masjid.

Dan group2 Whatsapp universiti sentiasa akan ada mesej yg viralkan majlis agama. Alhamdulillah, aku dapat rakan-rakan yang sentiasa mengajakku untuk menceriakan surau/masjid. Ada certain days on one week di mana aku akan diajak oleh kawan-kawanku untuk ke masjid. Dan everytime ada mesej yang mengiklankan majlis agama appear, my friend would always say, "Jom".

Alhamdulillah kerana aku dapat rakan-rakan sebegini. Sekiranya tidak, mungkin aku akan just scroll down/scroll past mesej iklan majlis agama tu.

Dan yang paling mengecewakan adalah walaupun ada banyak fakulti di sini dan banyak program namun majoriti yang akan menghadiri majlis2 ini adalah pelajar2 Fakulti Kontemporari Islam atau apa2 fakulti yang ada berkenaan Islam. Umpama majlis2 sebegini eksklusif untuk pelajar2 'islamik'. Honestly, aku teringin untuk melihat pelajar2 accounting, risk management, law, international relations untuk menghadiri sekali.

Sejujurnya juga, aku rasa bangga kerana aku serta 3 orang rakanku (dan juga ketua kelas ku) menjadi wakil ( kepada pelajar2 yg bukan drpd Fakulti Islam) yang aktif dalam 'menceriakan surau/masjid'. 

Jadi saya ingin seru kepada mereka yang membaca untuk menjadikan 'menceriakan majlis agama' sebahagian daripada lifestyle anda, tidak kisah sama anda pelajar Fakulti Islam ataupun tak.

Review: Beduk Diketuk Vol.1 & Beduk Diketuk Lagi (Vol. 2) by Pahrol Mohd Juoi

Buku Beduk Diketuk by Ustaz Pahrol ni dah lama aku cari sebab buku ni asyik recommended to me on Goodreads. Furthermore, kebanyakan friends saya di Goodreads yg baca novel Islam juga 98% sudah baca buku ni. Being an avid Islamic reader, I figure yang buku ni adalah on my Must-Read List.

One fine day, on my way to the stationery shop dekat ngan library, ada satu meja penuh ngan buku-buku and turns out they're selling books. Check2. Then I saw ada banyak buku from my favorite publishers; Telaga Biru and Galeri Ilmu.

Memang I went crazy lah pastu. But I figured since masatu kita still nak adapt ngan suasana uni yang masih lagi asing for me, I'd just window shop. But thennnn... jeng jeng jeng!

Saya pon ternampak buku yang lama saya cari tu. And guess what? Dia ada Volume 2 skali!! OMOOO. 

So belum lagi habis satu minggu kat uni kita dah beli 2 buku. Thankfully, dia gave discount for the books. Yay!

So now saya dah cerita tentang background macam mana saya got these books, I will proceed with the review.

Buku ni is non-fictional, also known as bukan novel. Nak kata ianya macam buku ceramah-ceramah seperti buku Tarbiah Sentap by Adnin Roslan, tak juga. Ianya merupakan buku catatan. But instead of buku catatan yang fokus on what's going on inside his mind seperti Esc. by Budak Tomato, ianya lebih kepada catatan about perbualan-perbualan antara penulis dengan orang lain. Seperti perbualan antara Ustaz dengan seorang perempuan, perbualan antara Ustaz dengan seorang pemuda, pemandu teksi, etc.

Most of the time dalam buku ni, Ustaz yang akan di-approach oleh orang lain tetapi ada juga masanya di mana Ustaz akan approach orang lain untuk memberi teguran, seperti Ustaz menegur seorang yang miskin dan kaya. Biasanya dalam perbualan antara Ustaz dan orang awam, orang awam akan bertanya soalan tentang suatu perkara ataupun menceritakan tentang latar belakang mereka atau masalah mereka untuk mendapatkan solusi daripada penulis.

Apa yang 'staple' tentang buku ni adalah dia kerap kali menekankan tentang kepentingan solat. Malah ada satu ayat yang asyik diulang iaitu, "Untuk baiki manusia, perlu baiki hatinya. Untuk baiki hatinya, perlu baiki solatnya." Dan seperti biasa, ayat sebegini akan followed by statements dan soalan seperti "tetapi ada juga orang yang solat but still buat jahat". Ustaz membalas statement ini dengan mengemukakan sesuatu hadis di mana ia meneceritakan bahawa walaupun seseorang itu membuat jahat, lambat laun solatnya akan menjadikannya seorang yang baik. Ustaz juga menambah bahawa sekiranya orang itu jahat tetapi menjaga solat, berkemungkinan besar solatnya tidak berapa sempurna, ayat-ayat yang dibaca tidak dihayati sepenuhnya. Dari sini, kita boleh lihat yang penulis amat menekankan kepentingan mencari ilmu tentang solat serta perbaikinya.

Selain menceritakan tentang kepentingan solat, penulis juga bercerita tentang bahawa pekerjaan juga merupakan sebuah ibadah, memandang ujian sebagai sesuatu yang positif, hypocrisy orang Melayu yang memboikot barangan Yahudi tetapi mengamalkan cara hidup seperti orang Yahudi, hypocrisy orang Melayu yang sensitif dengan kandungan DNA babi tetapi memandang isu rasuah dengan sebelah mata sahaja. 

Ada juga satu bab di dalam bukunya Beduk Diketuk Lagi, di mana dia mengupaskan tentang perempuan yang baik tetapi tidak menutup aurat serta perempuan yang jahat tetapi menutup aurat. Ada dialog yang masih lagi saya ingat iaitu:

"Jika hatinya benar-benar jahat, lambat-laun dia akan mendedahkannya semula."

"Mengapa?"

"Menutup aurat ialah pakaian wanita solehah. Wanita yang jahat tidak akan mampu memakai pakaian wanita solehah."

Selain itu, buku ini juga dihiasi oleh gambar-gambar yang komikal serta fun oleh kartunis Nik Wafdi, agar buku ini tidaklah berat sangat serta mewujudkan aura santai sambil memberi teguran kepada pembaca. 

Skandal Ex Pakwe

Post kali just untuk keep this blog alive even though dah tak tau nak cakap apa kat sini but for some reason I've always preferred blogs over Instagram.

Anyways, for those who are close with me, they would know yang I'm currently doing my degree at certain uni.

Anyways, did I get the surprise of my life during orientation week. a face that I saw around 2 or more years ago.

K. Anyways. There's this girl who was from STF (Tun Fatimah) named ... also known as Iera. I first encountered her during 2015's JISLC. And she was a close friend to my somewhat I guess society would label as my boyfriend, though I never call or see him in that sense, even though the romantic attraction was there.

Anyways, because she was super close with my partner, I was super jealous with her and I guess that was my first impression of her because until now, I'm still a bit ticked and jealous everytime she passes.

Speaking of Iera, she actually went to UiTM Dengkil, same as I. When I first saw her, I thought I was just being high and seeing stuffs. But nope. I was, in fact, not high.

I got curious whether I was actually hallucinating hence I did some research on social medias to see and boy, she's at UiTM Dengkil, alright. Thankfully, I didn't encounter with her as much as I thought I would. But I did see her a few times.

And to be honest, I didn't really care much if she did went to the same Uni with me since UiTM Dengkil did took in a lot of students at that time.

Fast forward and we're already doing Degree. And during orientation week, guess who was there. It's her, Iera. Well, as they've said; kalau dah jodoh, kalau dah jodoh...

I don't really know her well but everytime I see her or encounter her, I'd always get triggered by haunting images by my ex-partner because I've always associated her with him so it's kinda annoying, which is also somewhat stupid because I'm so over that guy but as I've learned in my social psychology, the first impression you have towards someone is actually long lasting.

So since my first impression of her was of annoyance and negative feelings, it lasted throughout till now.

tbh, one of my classmates had a housemate at Dengkil who's in a relationship with her and turns out my classmate pon annoyed ngan dia.

Bimbingan Buat Mereka

Assalamualaikum semua. Maaf sebab dah lama tak post... x tau nak post apa. Haha. Ok di sini kita nak share sikit cara untuk 'bimbing' diri sekiranya awak-awak bukan ahlis usrah atau halaqoh. Sbb kita pon bukan ahli usrah. Kolej sy mungkin ada aktiviti ini, tetapi mungkin sy x tau atau sy malas. Astaghfirullah.

oleh itu, sy nak kongsi beberapa tips bg mereka yg inginkan bimbingan tetapi tiada bimbingan di kolej or uni. Lagi2lah sbb time uni n kolej maksiat mmg hmmhmmm....

Cara Untuk Bimbing Diri:

 step ini agak simple n mungkin seronok. Asalnya sy buat aktiviti ini hny sbg hiburan tp.after few weeks buat, saya perasan yg behaviour sy berubah sikit. InsyaAllah, kepada kebaikan.

caranya ialah dgn...  jengjengjengggg

baca novellll.

tp bukan novel yg x senonoh tau. Baca novel islamik. Kebiasaannya sy akan baca satu novel islamik seminggu. Ia merupakan peringatan buat sy serta InsyaAllah menghidupkan semula iman saya wpon seketika lol.

so yah. Disbbkan sy pon buat akaun Bookstagram (Book + Instagram), sy skrg komited dgn membaca. So u guys pon can start Bookstagram Islamic klw nak. Hehe.

So. Peace out. Jgn lupa utk bnyk tahajud, dhuha n mengaji. Klw x mampu baca novel islamik, baca tafsir Quran pon sudah memadai. InsyaAllah. Klw dpt menghadiri ceramah agama pon bagus juga. Seronok duduk dalam environment yang cintakam kebaikan.

In case korg nk tau novel islamik apa yg sesuai, boleh check Insta sy: @icebear_reads . klw x nk check pon x mengapa. Antara novelis islamik yg sy recommend adalah Fatimah Syarha, Dr Farhan Hadi, Hilal.Asyraf, A. Ubaidillah Alias dan baaaaaannyakkk lagiii. Tak pon boleh check novel2 yg dipublish oleh Galeri Ilmu n Telaga Biru.

U guys pon can check paradise shelf on my Goodreads:

and klw nk komik, Misi 4 Flat by Afiq n Nazry Salam juga bagus. Komik mereka yang lain pon bagus. So yah. Srsly recommend.

Ok. Tu saja perkongsian sy buat kali ini. Peace out. Assalamualaikum.

My Pony Care Routine

I'm currently having my semester break at the moment and I am now spending my time with the app/game called My Little Pony (by Gameloft).

Also, sorry for haven't been writing in awhile. 

Anyways, I'm here to share you guys my My Little Pony Gaming Routine. I'm currently at level 40+ something. 

1. First off, I'd claim the daily rewards the game gives. 
   
2. Later, I'd be collecting the bits (currency used in MLP. in other words, money) that the shops give. 
   
3. Next, I'd be playing mini games with the ponies I have to level them up. I'm currently focusing on Canterlot, but you decide. 
   
   
   
4. Then, I'd play the Equestria Girls mini game, because they give prizes. 
   
5. Afterwards, I'd check my social and receive/send gifts to my friends (I got friends from a Google+ community) 
   
6. Then, I'd play the Cartwheel Ride mini game, because they give prizes too.